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You think you know…but u have no idea :This is the diary of Heather-I have a weird obsession with semi famous people/washed up mother f*ckers who know more semi famous people. -I heart cheese … especially fake cheese. -hugs and kisses make my world go round. -I let no one in..for I am a fortress of secrets and mysteries. -not even my close friends know me. -my computer needs to be online 24/7. -I am super competitive with EVERYTHING. -certain people tend to be my weakness…not the same people all the time, just people in general. -some people may perceive me to be a bitch but I just like to keep it real. -I am a control freak. -I have found that I am most vulnerable when I am not in control. -I like attention. -I don’t think im ugly, but I don’t think im hot either.. -I’m not as conceited as I may seem. -I’m not as bitchy as I seem. -I want to make a difference in the world..or at least in someone’s life. -I hardly attend class. -even though I’m hardly at school…I’m more studious than you think. -I wish I could party like a rockstar. -I wish I could do a rockstar. -I tend to act dumber than I am. -no one knows how smart I really am. -I cry. -at times I can totally express what I feel towards people and at times I can’t. -im from Scotia..who knows where that is? -I wish i was a race car driver. -I’m addicted to my cell phone, car, aim, lipgloss, among other things… -I don’t want to get hurt. -I play games with my mind in order to attempt to stay sane. -sanity is probably over-rated. -the key to my mind, heart, and soul is letting me know I'm cared about-I like to party. -I like to try new things. -I can be impatient. -I can get annoyed fairly easily. -as much of a hard ass as I try to be, there is no way to hide the genuine side of me. -I want to be a country girl. -I love the smell of a camp fire. -I love nap time. -I have 15 cousins who i never see. -I watch Laguna Beach. -I used to be a teeny bopper. -there is more to me than u will ever know..trust me. -I change my shades of brown hair more often than some people change their underwear. -pink and black are my favorite colors. -I wish my car was hot pink. -I want to buy a snowmobile.. Can I barrow a few thousand? -I like chicken and thinly sliced turkey meat. -I love reading maps. -I like to punk my best friend. -I wont let anyone drive my car. -I hated high school. -Being too laid back is one of my pet peeves. -when I am angry or frustrated with you… you should be able to tell. -I like charity and community service…
 
believe it or not.. I am a big dork most of the time, but its one of those cool dorks not the nerdy ones ha. I am random and i like being different. I wasn't born to stand amongst the crowd but to stand out. My head has been played with so many times I am not even sure what's real and what's not. I really don't care for drama but when it does show up on my doorstep I welcome it with open arms..drama makes me a stronger person plus I learn so much from it. I am not your typical average person...some might describe me as bitchy or weird or even psycho or even awesome ha but I am not here to please anyone besides myself. People these days are so focused on the physical and material aspects in life that we forget what life and people are really about. Yeah I am not your average beach babe with blonde hair, blue eyes, nice tan, nice body, and fake tits...But that's what makes me HEATHER...I am myself...God made us all different for a reason, so why do we all try and look the same. My whole life I struggled to be something different and not myself when in reality I should have embraced it. Looks can only take u so far, as well as money. Those things don't really matter to me. I appreciate the finer things in life such as the stars in the sky, the sun, the flowers that grow, a child's laughter, and all of God's creation..
 
"We are dicks! P*ssies don't like dicks because dicks f*ck pussies. But do you know what? Dicks also f*ck a$$holes. And if dick's DON'T f*ck a$$holes, a$$holes will cover dicks and p*ssies with SH*T!!"